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clownmusician
26 December 2008 @ 08:46 pm
There was a nice couple that Mana and I used to know when we lived in England. They ran a little inn, and every year since he passed on, they've invited me to come spend the holidays with them.

This year, I'm taking them up on it. With everything that's been going on, I need to get away for awhile and clear my head.
 
 
clownmusician
01 December 2008 @ 05:57 pm
[NVPB]

I've been hard at work on a song the last few days. Timcampy learned this one even faster than the other ones I wrote. He's getting more people-friendly now, too, when one of my neighbors was over here yesterday he flew out of his cage and perched on her head. He stayed there the whole time, I even had to remove him when she left.

[Filtered From Kallen]

Kallen's birthday is Wednesday. I ordered one of the really nice little cakes we have at work, plus some other nice foods, to bring her – and, of course, a huge jar of every kind of gummy candy we have – although with Plates being the kind of place that it is, they're called "soft jellies."
 
 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
 
 
clownmusician
25 November 2008 @ 05:53 pm
I looked at the calendar and saw it's only a month until Christmas. (No wonder I feel so cold!) So much has happened since last year. I've got a lot more people to get gifts for!

Filtered from Cesare, NVPB

I've never had a boyfriend at the holidays before, and Cesare is, well, rich, so I have no idea what to get him. (Other than the song I'm writing for him, that is.)
 
 
Current Mood: coldcold
 
 
clownmusician
18 November 2008 @ 09:43 pm
My date the other night was everything I could have hoped for, and more. We're going to be seeing each other again this Friday. I'm now very, very glad I went to that Halloween party.

[Private, Hackable to Bandmates and Cesare]

It's a beautiful feeling to not wake up all alone. His bed was so warm . . .
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Current Mood: happyhappy
 
 
clownmusician
11 November 2008 @ 07:49 pm
It seems that whenever one of my friends starts to get better nowadays, another gets sick or injured. Kallen finally got out of the hospital, and Lavi's wrist is starting to heal . . . and now Lee is in the hospital with a broken leg.

I'm going to see him on the way home from work, so Cesare, I'll be home a little later than usual. I'll call you when I'm back at my apartment.

I'm keeping an eye on the news to find out what's going to happen with Shinra. From what Lavi tells me, Kanda's barely been home since the incident.
 
 
 
clownmusician
08 November 2008 @ 08:01 pm
I met a man at the Halloween party. He bought me a drink and we danced.

I can't get him off my mind.

I have a date with him on Friday. No, I'm not counting down the hours. Really.
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Current Mood: giddygiddy
 
 
clownmusician
30 October 2008 @ 09:16 pm
Just about ready for trick-or-treating! Costume's all ready to go, and for an older, recycled costume, it looks pretty good! I still have no idea what Lavi and Kanda are wearing.

Private, unhackable

When I was digging around for the pieces of my costume, I found a picture of me with . . . him. Edward. It still hurts, thinking about how it ended. I know it was my fault, I shouldn't have gotten drunk, shouldn't have let things go as far with Lavi as they did . . . and the irony is the whole reason I did anything with Lavi was so I'd be ready when it came time to be with Edward.

Since then, I've renewed my whole life. New job, new friends, new pet, new apartment, a bunch of new songs.

Am I finally ready for a new love as well?
 
 
clownmusician
28 October 2008 @ 05:41 pm
Ready for Trick-or-Treating! I rearranged my work schedule so I have the late afternoon and evening completely free, and I don't have to work at all Saturday, so I can stay out as late as I want.

My costume for the party is going to be a bit easier to move around than the one I had last year. It was fun wearing a Goth Loli dress for one night, but it's not something I want to do again.

I have no idea whatsoever if Kanda is coming with us. Guess I'll find out that night.
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clownmusician
20 October 2008 @ 06:10 pm
Anybody know anything about this new Kita Land 2.0 park that's being built? Lavi, we're going to have to go. I'll organize a group to go with us.

Meanwhile, I've got my apartment decorated for Halloween. I've got a couple of pumpkins (Lavi, do you want to come over and carve Jack-o-Lanterns with me?) and some ghost lights and a big candle in the shape of a witch's cauldron. Still trying to decide between the two costumes.
 
 
clownmusician
14 October 2008 @ 07:57 pm
I got out both my Halloween costumes and tried them on, and they still look good! I think I'm going to wear the catboy one to go out trick-or-treating and the angel one to go partying later.

Lavi's coming with us, and I'm so glad. He needs it, badly. On top of everything else he's been through, being in a cast must be really getting him down.

I just hope Kallen's well enough to come out with us by then.

[Private, hackable to Lavi and Kanda]

I'm slowly starting to feel better about what happened that night with Lavi. I don't have the guilt eating me away inside since he and I talked, and since we found out who shot him. I don't think I realized how much it was holding me back until now, in all areas of my life.
 
 
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful